Part three of my prayer request for this battle I am fighting with God's help!
Feb. 12, 2008
First prayer request sent out to friends on a message board.
Feb. 13.
A brief informational request for prayer!
March 4
Information for diagno
sis
March 10
Chemo delay, error in testing detected by Dr. Bagdasarian
March 11
An unexpectedly quick chemo re-authorization
March 13
After the first chemo session
March
23
After first chemo cycle, better idea of side effects
March 30
Just before second chemo session
April 8
MRI, measure of tumor, right side clear
May 2
God in Hollywood, or my bald teamster brothers and movie people
May 23
Pet/ct scan, called in early because of a cancellation
May 26
Pet/ct results, Great news!
June 25
End of first chemo regimen!
July 1
Doppler test results
July 18
Next pet/ct
July 21
Next steps in depth
July 28
Surgery date set!
July 31
Harry's appeal
August 3
Two days after the
mastectomy
August 7
My body's out of shock! Good news!
August 25
"Boob and church" story
September 17
Next pet/ct
September 22
Mom's appeal
September 22
Real World Issues
September 24
What a turn around!
September 29
Rat fancy update
September 29
Second portocath installation prep.
October 8
New portacath is working!
October 28, 2008
Keeping on keepin on!
11-24-08
I have felt so good this past week!
12-18-08
Ding Dong the cancer's dead!
1-26-09
Close to finishing!
3-23-09
Herceptin and back to work
01-07-2010
Approaching the end of my treatment
Hello my dear family and friends! I hope you are all doing well! Thank you so much for the prayers and
good thoughts sent my way last week. It really turned around! Today I had my chemo (portacath is out, so they did it in my arm, not
too bad,though!) It went well, I am very tired, though! I got my
pet/ct scan results back today. The doctor says, "This is very good
news! I see more healing in the bones" {There is still some cancer
there but he says it is "mild" okay, I don't really understand that
one, I will ask more next week!} He says that I am responding very
well to the chemo, and he is quite happy with the results of the scan.
That is good news, huh? My organs and the rest of me is all clear. I go in for outpatient surgery on Wednesday, Oct. 1 at 12:00 noon.
Please keep me in your prayers on that day! It will be under local
anaesthetic, so I am not nearly as nervous. Thanks for thinking of my friends and cousins as well. There is such a
need for prayer in these circles, and so many people searching for faith.
By the way, my friend that is an atheist/agnostic (she can't decide
which) that I asked you to pray for, she told me today that while she
is not comfortable with the idea of God, she has decided to accept
prayers from people. She also says that she believes in the idea
behind the story "Footprints in the Sand" Hmmmm.....sounds like God
is preparing a heart for His presence to me! Please keep praying for
her! :0) I love you guys! -Amy *******************************
As a natural pack-rat myself, I find it difficult to
throw out items that have been useful to me.
Here is what I finally decided to do with my
pre-mastectomy bras, that is, after I realized
that it really wasn't going to grow back :0)
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This Email in a nutshell:
All is going well on the homefront.
Chemo continues, I need prayers for continued healing and strength.
My cousin is doing well after her surgery. My friend L.C. is doing well.
My chemo sisters, L. and B. all need some extra prayers for healing and God's presence to be felt in their lives!
Hello my dear friends and family!
I hope that all of you are doing well! We have been doing pretty well here. Willy is thriving in Jr. High, trying to get out of tae kwon do pretty consistently, and he doesn't always get out of it, just sometimes! Harry is being the wonderful and supportive and hard working guy that he always has been. He has actually been at home a couple of days this week while waiting for his next movie to start. My guys bless me every single day!
I am continuing on with my "kinder, gentler" chemo, that I appreciate for it's lack of horrible side effects, but it is catching up with me! I have been really dragging lately, lacking all kinds of energy. Of course, the way to combat this is to keep my exercise up, but I have not seemed to be able to get back into the groove with all of that since my surgeries for the portacath "fiasco". I actually asked the doctor last week to scold me and tell me to go back to tae kwon do. He said that I needed to go back, that the exercise was a huge defense against feeling run down, but then he told me that I could do something easier, like just walking. So I've just started walking the dogs again. Funny, but the walking tires me out more quickly it seems than stretching in class. It's probably just what I'm used to!
I am having some issues with the meds I am given for protection for my body from the chemo. I take steroids in my infusion each week. These make it so that my body can accept the chemo without horrible reactions. The side effects of the steroids include high blood sugar, irritability, and unfortunately for me, I am not able to sleep more than a couple of hours the night of chemo. Fortunately it is just one night that I am affected that way! But it makes exercise on Tuesday morning harder after a Monday chemo session!
My work and insurance situation is pretty much resolved, I am covered until Dec. 19th, then my illness leave ends and I need to decide what to do after that. Harry's insurance will cover me if I can't go back yet...
I specifically need prayers for continued healing, and for keeping up some of my strength. I need to continue the chemo until every bit of any bit of cancer is totally gone. I am feeling frightened at times that I feel so weak, so lacking in energy, even though it is normal. I ask for prayers that God will guide me in making decisions about returning to work, when, etc.
I want to thank all of you, and of course I want to thank God as well, I am so thankful for all of the healing, for all of the caretaking, for all of the prayers, for all of the love and concern! Thanks for the prayers for my cousin Sharon. She has had her double mastectomy, and is doing quite well after her surgery. I would like to ask for prayers for a couple more of my chemo sisters. L. C. , my dear friend, has finished her chemo and is doing so very well. Please pray for continued healing for her. L., my other friend, has had her surgery and unfortunately is not doing well. Her doctor is just trying to make her comfortable. Please pray for God's presence with her. Please pray for healing and wholeness for L., and that she feel God's arms wrapped around her! One other new friend has reappeared. I saw a young lady named B. at a make-over day at the cancer center. When we met a few months ago she was a stage IV breast cancer
survivor (like me!) but unfortunately I ran into her again in a chemo chair, and her cancer has come back in her spine. She is in a significant amount of pain, and is feeling very discouraged. She is only 33 years old! Please pray for healing and relief of pain for her! Thank you all so very much!
May God bless and protect you all, may He strengthen and encourage you, and may you all rest easy in His love!
Love, Amy
11-24-08 Update on my wonderful friend L.: L. passed away a few weeks ago. She was a woman of faith, and I know she is at peace and happy now. Please pray for her family that misses her so very much!
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Things are really going well this week....
Dear family and friends,
I hope this update finds you all well! Happy Thanksgiving to all!
Speaking of thanks, I am so very thankful for all of you and to all of you, for your friendship, your love, your support, and especially your prayers! Believers are called upon to pray for one another, and God uses this for healing!
I had a fantastic week last week. I was actually surprised, went out and walked the dogs on Tuesday, went to Tae kwon do on Thursday, was running all over the place on Friday. I felt really good! Then I remembered it was an off week, no toxins last week! So it made sense....but I needed to be reminded that I don't always feel like (sorry all!) crap! I am back to the toxins in chemo this week, I am just starting my 4th cycle of this chemo, and am planning on doing 6, but I will remember that I will feel good week #4 of each cycle!
I am having my next pet/ct scan, the scan that shows where the cancer is located, in the middle of December. My dear friends, please pray that this scan is the one that says no more cancer present! The scans have been very good, the cancer getting smaller and smaller each time, but I am ready for it to be gone, vanquished! Please pray for continued efficacy of the chemo, that it kill what it is supposed to kill, and work even better than expected!
I have friends that need prayer, in my chemo group, E., N., L., the Spanish lady, the Armenian lady, and the two Armenian gentlemen (they speak little English, but let it be known that they are wonderful, caring people!) My friend L.C specifically needs prayer. She is a strong woman of faith, has finished her chemo, and her cancer is not the issue now...She has suffered heart and kidney failure. She began dialysis last week. She needs prayers for continued strength and please pray of course for healing, but also for wisdom and direction for her and her doctors, and for relief from any discomfort that is not part of healing! As an aside, L. C. came in for a checkup this morning and came back to the chemo room. She and I prayed for each other, and my friend E., the one who "accepts prayers but doesn't believe" told me that she found great comfort in seeing us praying for each other, comforting each other, and lifting each other before the Lord. I told her that we pray for her like that as well! I believe God is preparing her heart....:0) Hurray!
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Good news on the latest scan
Woohoo! Praise God! Results of the latest scan shows no hypermetabolic activity...bone damage is stable, which means that the cancer cells are there, but they are not active, not consuming energy, which means they are dead!
My dear friends, I am so grateful for your prayers and your support. This isn't over yet, I have two more months of chemo (I have a conservative doctor, thank you God, who wants to make sure....) and will continue on herceptin for awhile to make sure if there are any rogue cells they will not find it easy to reproduce! He says if it comes back we will be just as aggressive next time.
I can't tell you what a joy this is, I have been so very tired, wondering where I would get the energy to do what has to be done, but I feel totally invigorated! Pain with a purpose, yuck that is working, is so much more bearable! :0)
May God bless you all this holiday season. May you find peace and joy in Him and with your loved ones, and know that you are definitely loved and appreciated here in
Close to finishing chemo
Greetings and blessings in the Name of the Lord!
Greetings and blessings in the Name of the Lord!
Greetings and blessings in the Name of the Lord!
Time for a quick update! Last scan was clear of all cancer. Chemo continues for one more week (Yippee!) I am extremely tired, but very happy to see the poisons go! Last MUGA scan (heart function test to make sure I can continue on the herceptin, as it is heart damaging for some people) has revealed that my heart is actually functioning better than it was before the chemo started. It appears that the tough chemo has actually been good for my heart! Or at least, not working, less stress, taking care of myself, eating better, etc, has been good for my heart. Praise God! Thanks so much for your prayers, and I ask that they continue, as I ask that it never return, as I don't want to do this again....:0) AmyP.S. My friends L.C. and E. and A. continue to fight their battles, L.C. has emerged from the cancer battle and is now battling heart and kidney failure. E. was finishing up chemo but they have discovered two more lumps, non-cancerous, but they aren't sure what they are, so her chemo is extended for two more months to protect her. A. is fighting the same battle as me, but is doing the big guns chemo before her mastectomy. Please lift them all in prayer before the Lord, and any and all that you know that are battling this stinker. Thanks! You guys are the best! -Amy